There are men in my pornography that consume me and Kevin makes up almost a third of all the digital images. The photographs themselves aren’t particularly hard-core but he taps into raw masculinity that most people find repugnant. This series explores my obsession to collect, find, and mourn Kevin.
A collector who ran from my installation for the Discovery Award at Les Rencontres d’Arles described it as violent. I recreated my desktop at 3,000%. The smallest canvas on panels was 9 feet tall. Kevin was also featured in several of my print magazines that were displayed on dirty, used mattresses.